It may not happen in our time. It will happen in God’s time. That doesn’t mean God loves you less, it means God knows what is best.
The decisions you make demonstrate who you are following.
Don’t let your past mistakes hold you back because Jesus will wash those away and make you as white as snow.
If Jesus died on the cross and stayed dead, then our faith is meaningless. If there is no resurrection, there’s no reason to celebrate Easter, but that’s not what happened. Jesus got up and walked out of that grave.